Dearest Red, I think of you often. So often that I can hardly focus on anything else. It has become quite a problem for me and my conquests. Your influence has ruined me, I’m afraid. You have a goodness in you that is absolutely contagious. And now I’m broken, unsure how to be me anymore without feeling like I’m disappointing you. I want to impress you, Red. But how do I do that? You already have many preconceived notions about me and I’m unsure of how to quell them. Because of my reputation, I think you may hate me. I’m not good like you. But I wish to be. I never thought I’d admit this but I can’t seem to write any more words because I only want to tell you the one truth that is screaming in my head. The truth that I love you. It’s impossible. And freeing. If this letter finds you, in good faith, I hope that you’ll give me a chance to prove myself. I don’t deserve it but I know I’m so lucky because not only are you the one that makes me excited to start each day i...
Three weeks earlier: I walked alone down the path towards my house by the lake, a bundle of blossoms in hand. As I got closer, I noticed the smoke coming from the chimney and a grin broke out on my face. I began running, dress swishing, and euphoria forcing out a giggle. The front door was cracked open and I burst through and made my way to the kitchen. There he stood, Merick, my guard and friend, with his back to me. My father ordered him to protect me with his life and he always had. At the moment he wore a simple button up and trousers with his riding boots but there was a dagger at his hip. Just in case. Watching him stand at the stove, stirring a pot of traditional soup made my heart warm. I turned to my task and didn’t think about the handsome man standing near me. I set the flowers on the wooden table and grabbed the ribbon I’d previously prepared to tie around the bouquet. Without even looking at me, Merick asked, “Are you ready, Your Highness?” ...